death=happy

hi im hope, im 15 and i live near London my name is contradicts its self as i have no hope and in every point in life i try and take my life away but i just cant leave my family and friends no matter how much i i hate them i share a love hate relationship with pretty much everyone HELP ME TO GET OVER HIM...

i tried to take my own life again tonight but once again i failed like i always do im sick of this life i dont want help any more all you Councillor’s can fuck of and leave me to die.. mum and dad i love you but im just not happy with life any more and the fact that i have lost the only person i ever loved isn’t helping i want to say goodbye to this crewel world tumblr you are my only stress release friends and family cant help :( only you you and you dont even care any more i just want to be loved :’(